Life isn't great here.

I can't find anything special on myself, I need something to brag about. Alas, I wasn't really special tho. I'm not a girl who have loads of money who can by happiness. I am something that requires nothing in life (other than air of course) But sure. I don't have anything to talk about myself. I see myself differently in a way that people wouldn't see me as the I am. Qualities which is matter to the whole Men in this world. Mum used to call me curly sue when I was little. I guess that what makes me special back then. I have this piercing brown eyes with a curly hair. But now, I'm just lame in a whole aspect in life. Ugh, you wouldn't even know how depressed I am writing this. 


I've been stalking to Kevin's & David's Tumbr (click on the name to go straight to their Tumblr. It hurts me deep down inside knowing that all of these beautiful, good looking and have a nice sense on humour is living in England and most probably Italy. While I'm living in East side of Malaysia which is really... sucks. I miss living in UK back then. Where I can be cool and brag about something which doesn't cost much in kindergarten. Afusat, I have to deal with the fact that I am living in Malaysia now. And this country is really tremendously HOT. 


Ohh, so Today is Shanin's Birthday! I miss her a lot. Since she moved to South England, we haven't talk much. She rarely go online at Skype. Whatsoever, happy Birthday love. I couldn't agree more with my mom. You're the most lamest person on earth for not having a facebook account! Anyways, I love you shanin. Come home soon. xx