Reminisce a fate of an old friend. The one who happen to be there for me, to ask me whether am I okay, to love me even when she felt irritated by my actions. I am sorry for what happened between you guys. You happen to be the most sweetest couple ever exist on earth. You have an attitude that no one can have. Which is being patient to every one us. I am sorry for what I had done. Truly I am. Just because I was mad, I was disgusted, I was hammed. Doesn't mean that I hate you in some sort of way. You felt offended by my words, you felt hurt with swords and knives that I have been using against you. You have every right to be mad at me.
I'm no good in apologizing nor accepting bullshits. But just so you know. I really meant what I said to you in this post. (Bukan senang nak mintak maaf, lol). The reason I intend to wrote this on my blog is because we barely talk to each other now. We barely look to each other now. And maybe this is the only way, I won't get dudgeon to any of your responses.
Yes, I didn't approve with your relationship because you don't have the guts to tell me anything happened between you guys. You don't have the nerves to look at me and explain why you didn't do the same thing like I did to you which is "Talk". You have every right for not telling me about anything, not being there for me, not care for me. But I have every right to know everything about the person whom I consider as my bestfriend. You judge me with your friends, telling those people that I was mad as fuck to you and everyone started to go ham.
Still you have to know that its not to late to fix things up. I was devastated just now looking at his album picture with an explanation and a picture to prove that you guys had a great moment together. You left.. What happened to the promises, the deal, the big breaking agreement between you guys as a soulmate? "Never leave each other no matter what happens". Why bother with love if its never last? Why did you say yes at the first place, when the only thing that is now is Nothing other that Missery that you left. You took his heart, but how come you never give him back. All he ask for, all he needs is nothing but you. The person who makes him smile, the person who lets him send you back home, the person who sucks in relationship. So please listen up. You guys shouldn't break up. You can be the most craziest couple ever for fighting about everything. But you can be the most happiest couple for not breaking up.
Yes, He ain't perfect. But so do you.
