Oh just how I love my defeated moment 
I am abseloutely lost my mind. What am I doing? I am fighting over something that I had lost long time ago. To be clear, it was a year ago. and yet I am still fighting over something that won't come back. lol, can't believe I've been wasting such a long time over you. You had gave me nothing but misery. I am still in the moment of believing myself where I could turn back time and had it all like the way I planned. But its okay. I'm just fine. x