Life

A note to God - Charice

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
and for peace to mend this world

It has been a months now, and I can't believe I'm saying this. But I'm well prepared to die. 
How often do you realize that all of this is not forever? How often do you say 'thank you lord, for giving me such a clean air'. I bet you didn't. I'm not religious, but still I prayed for that. I prayed to have a long wonderful life, but I am pretty much sure He didn't listen. Or maybe He's been wrathful to me. And I'm sorry. I have been busy handling the world, I forgot that we'll be in afterlife soon enough. I know, I'm not strong. And just so you now, I wasn't that brave on posting this too. I happen to be scared lately, and please give me strength on handling the puzzles in life. Your wrath is my biggest fear and I don't want for you to be wrathful to me. I'm sorry truly I am. 

Thanks lord for giving us food and shelter, x