Numerous mistakes that I've done & I shall not tell but I regretted doing it and I had lost something important in my life. Whats worst than being loved other than loving someone who's gonna leave you someday.. I am lost in the moment. What's left to be done. What's left not to hate. I can see that your words is full of hatred now, but I hope it won't last forever cause I miss you. I really do. This was not what I planned. Things didn't go as the way that I expected. I am very sorry. I really do. Please stay.