I notice that these few days I've been lacking in writing anything. I'm sorry, but I have been busy and this week I've been pretty much sick throughout. It's great though, I don't know whats left to be done. I lost the guy who meant everything to me. I don't know whats left to be told, whats left to say, how many sorry should I say till you to forgive me.  Nobody's perfect and yes I am not perfect. But what about you? You're the one who's not being able to forgive. But I don't blame you for that. It wasn't your fault. You don't deserve to be treated that way. I am sorry, truly I am. I am a girl who barely apologize to people. And you gotta feel soo lucky for this.  X