MY POV's
I lied to Marissa about the break up. I didn't broke up with him cause he was cheating on me. He wasn't. I told her the truth and I explained to Marissa about that. I'm sorry marissa, I made up those stories. I don't want her to get it in a wrong way, cause all she sees me and him as a perfect couple.
He is wonderful, loving, caring, have a good sense of humour but I wasn't sure how should I feel nor how should I react about the break up.
To me, it was a perfect year for me and faree. But I have to admit that I wasn't being myself around him. With him, I have to pretend to be somebody I'm not. He likes to to give people clinical judgement which I felt its not nice for him to do that, he with his offended answers, with his eyes rolling to some other girls, and most of it, with his attitude to have nerves to talks shit about my friend. But somehow, he never talks about Mie. If he did, I'm sure I go ham about it. God knows.
I don't want Mie to get it wrong, cause I'm not choosing mie over faree to get over him. Just that, I felt different around mie. Faree is the most wonderful person to have around on weekends.But it seems like we don't have a heart on the weekdays and Mie is just wonderful to me like everyday. He loves to smile, stare on my face, and we just have everything. One time he offered me a piggie bag, and I was like "Oh no, I weight over 500 pounds" and he just laugh cause he wouldn't mind to carry me around the park other than walking in one shoe. He is just lovely.
But now, I'm not sure which one is worth it. Cause I am Faree's for about 2 years now. And I just met Mie early this year.