Feelings.
I am lost. I am wondering to myself where have I been lately and I don't remember how to 'feel' anymore.. Feelings is a thought that you have to everything that is important to you. Well, I have not been feeling this anymore. I am different, maybe. Perhaps its because I don't rely to people much. I am my own shoulder to cry on. I have to admit, I am not normal sometimes, Bipolar and Pms seems not to be gone yet. I creep all the time in a good way. But at some point I miss crying about something that won't last. I miss hurting my-self. People who try to change me will make me go mad and difficult. Maybe I am difficult to handle on my own.
So don't bother changing me into someone I don't recognize.