enough is enough

I got bored posting about the past when all that is important now is the present & future. So blame me for having a bad life, but alas nothing extraordinary ever happen to me except the time that I met J.Bieber on his world tour *sigh(that wasn't special too) 
But yes, finally I stopped doing everything that I am doing now. I'm not the same girl, I dumped her and her friends. With no regrets and I am happy for it. 
So anyways I was planning on posting a video of myself here. But it goes like shitniz when I tried so hard being perfect in it. So ha ha. Eid is just around the corner and I miss mum, dad, lil sister, brothers and all. Just so you know I am living in my parent's house. But I seem not to find their presence in this house. 
So back to the video posting. Every time I'm in the high moment doing it, there must be something happen; ex; my sister screaming calling up her cat. so xx