I have my own angle of perception/ Where I see things in my own ways. I have my own desire of needing. And I also knows what I love & what I learn to care. I learn to accept others as the way they are. I appreciate them for giving me such bullshits. I forgive them for nothing. But I love them for everything. "May I ask why?". Because you only live once. You wouldn't be feeling this anymore. Hopefully, soon. I know my post kinda sentimental/words full of hatred/judgements& all. But this is how life suppose to be kan ? Not that I'm saying that I don;t have joy in life, my life totally sucks, I'm complaining here because I have no friends. Its because you people don't seems to care enough to know. Well eheemm, this is not your life tho.
Okay, back to what I was saying. I am sorry for everything. For giving you cruel sick jokes that doesn't mean anything now. I know I've been holding back my feelings for such a long time and now you're the one who's taking it for granted when I know its hard. I miss the way you tuck me in to sleep at night, keep me save, warmth and wont let any"insect" bite me. But things have changed. You're not the same, and you'll never be the same. Cause why ? Because I can see it all right through your eyes. You're leaving me/maybe soon or later. But I have to take this right. I have to make decisions. And I did. X
