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I happen to be this one hell of jolly person. I admit that I seems to be losing myself lately and I know, I could be "out of mind" sometimes. I've been fighting through a lot these days. And I know how challenging being single is. To me, "single" is not a status. Its a word defines that you are strong, and you don't need others to depend on. I have never been this person for such a long time. Suddenly it strikes me that I'm alone now. I have to take care everything on my own. I have no one to share my stories, I don't have an ear to listen to all my criticism. I now, by typing all of this here seems like I'm complaining how awful my life is. (no one read my nonsense) Yes, I get it. But I need to share a lil bit of something so that I wont feel alone or left out. I've been waiting for something to happen, and miracle don't easily come to people itself. How ridiculous it would be, but this is it. This is what I choose to do. I'm choosing a path where there would be you. It's never too late. Be brave, x