I'm tired of these mooney drama. Only a few days till real life comes. I don't hate my life. Just that, my life is some sort a different than the others. I'm tired of this life. I'm tired of waiting for calls, texts, fighting, drama, affair and all. As you know, Gaga is the Queen of self-loving. She is different in her own way. I know she's kinda kooky, but that is just the way she is. I'm learning a lesson of self-love. Where I have to accept myself, stop complaining, and stop comparing to others. I'm not a person who;s rich with loads of money. I'm just me. The one who still depending on her parent's money. I have nothing to be impressed of. I'm a loser, a drag queen, no one to be friends with. But i accept the fact, that it is just the way it is. Lets talk about friends now. Ahhh, I can still remember my bestfriend ditch me over a guy. I don't mind. I was born to be alone. I shouldn't have any friends. They would just make me sad in a thousand ways. Some people think im a lunatic too. But as what I've been telling ya'll. This is life. X