Drugs

There are a thousand words to explain the title given. There are a thousand uses of the title given. Which one should I choose/ May I ask? Whats the point of all of this. I got hammered by emotions. I'd like to kill myself of emotions. My brain wouldn't let me sleep. I've been over thinking for the past weeks. I hate this feeling. I hate it a lot. Sometimes, I felt left out, I felt disrespect, I felt hurt. Oh my, please stop this this now. I can't take it anymore. I'm still young to be thinking all of this. This is all bullshits. This is craps. I shouldn't be doing this now. I hate this. I hate this a lot. I kept saying that to prove myself that I don't like this feeling, this moment, this way of treatment that those people keep giving me. Please save me from myself, X