As I have cancer

Day 4
I regret for what I did yesterday. She won't turn to my calls. She won't reply any of my text. I tweet her, I poked her on facebook. But still, NO RESPOND> I was sad. I couldn't believe that I just lost my bestfriend. She turned me down. I barely explain myself to her. She won't see my face. And just now she slammed the door on my face. I was unable to say anything. Maybe shes hurt, or maybe she just don't want to be friends with me anymore. So many things going on my mind. I can see that everytime that she post a status on her facebook is full of hatred. I'd better leave her alone. Just so you know, love you xx