Wheres my mommy ?

Hey mom,
Tell me why am i diffrent ? Why you never intrested in knowing me ?
Do you know that my life is turned to 360 degree ?
Do you ever care about what i felt or how I feel right now ?
Do you bother to take time, to have a deep down conversation with your daughter ?
Do you ever look for a time, to look at your daughter's face, and tell her "iloveyousweetie?"
Do you ever bother to buy a birthday cake for your daugther ?
Have you ever care about me, have you ever ask me hows my living, my education ?
Im asking you mom, Do you ?
If thats how it works, don't bother to judge people, when you can't even have your own time to judge your own daughter.
You ruined my life mom, you had ruined everything !
Atleast theres someone out there that cares about me, that see me in a diffrent angle.
You only see me as a waste of money, im hurt mom.
So please don't make it even worst.
You make me celebrate mothers day without a mom, so please don't make it even worst.
You had done it once, its not hard for you to do it again.!

And dad, I am more intrested to know the truth, rather than hearing your lies.