Consider it as a price for living it. For some people, they felt like what they had done is useful. But still people, the sacrifice you've made is not been judge on how big it is. Its by how honest you are ! Maybe you feel like your feelings been pushed away. But you're wrong. Everybody has feelings eyy ? its not like you're the only one that we have to care about. Learn to love them, to care them. Not by hestitating them. Hello? you're talking like I never felt this way before. And yea people, just be thankful for what happened and for what you have.
Learn it, live it, love it !