"Life is a hell to endure."

If you're brave enough to stay, you're strong enough to fall. Never complain if your days turned out to be terribly wrong. God planned everything well and who are you to underestimate him? I may not be religious but I'm trying my best to get to know him and feel his presence. I know he's there, looking at me, listening to my prayers. I need to change, to be a better muslim. "Words meant nothing if you don't take actions." I don't know how to react, how to respond, I need guidance to bright up my sorrow paths. I am lost, I know I sounded stupid for asking 'Hidayah' over the net instead of taking wudhu' and pray. 

I am blessed with soul, family, friends, sustenance and everything I ever wanted. I am grateful to be blessed, Thank you Allah.