Ups & downs

Some people said that we do have some ups and downs in a situation but I barely sees mine going up. I started to whine because I am feeling a bit lost here, at this particular moment. I am not getting my head influenced by "what they have and I don't". No at all! I would say that I would've been silly. I am having 'this' problem and I am attached to it really (so does anyone else) if you get what I mean then  I won't have to spread my words to describe what is it. For now I am happy with my life being, my family and my friends and of course my boyfriend. There are still a helping hand through regular circle. Thanks a lot, it mean the whole to me. I hope there will be someday I could return your kindness. 
I'm the stronger bitch around here don't you know?